Feb 7 : Midnight conversations

Thought I fought with someone last week - turns out we're still okay. :)
(I'm ridiculously oversensitive)


And midnight conversations over whatsapp about finding love.
"Get your lazy ass out of the house vid. Go out, meet people!" - that line made me laugh so hard.

Not sure if I ever will find love,
but my self-esteem has been slowly increasing over the past few weeks, and today I may start being hopeful again that there might be someone out there in love with me and my ridiculousness.

(Yes I'm a sap kthxbai)

Feb 6 : New Toy

Ta-daaaa!

Going to take a lot of getting used to.
Had my old phone for over 3 years.

Feb 5 : Glitter!

Feeling particularly content today because I've got glittery nail polish and my purple pawprint pyjamas on.

#littlethings

Feb 4 : Home

Went to Seremban today, for half a day...gosh I've missed the hustle and bustle of that hospital.
But suddenly everything seems too cramped though.

It was kind of nice to be back to a place where I spent two years of my life.
Really odd to go back there and not have a house to stay in for the night.

I guess that made me happy because it's finally sinking in that I'm now (semi)permanently living at home.
My life for the next few months at least is not going to be split between two houses in two different states, as it has been for the past few years.

It's finally sinking in that I'm home.

Feb 3 : Harder than I thought

Okay, when I started this "project" I didn't think it would actually be difficult to find things that made me happy everyday.
But it is.
Especially after that happened - I can't seem to be genuinely happy about things anymore.
I mean, I still smile a lot, I still laugh genuinely - but if you ask me if I'm happy?

I don't know anymore.


So I'm just going to go with things that make me laugh/smile for the next few days okay.

Watched Bol Bachchan today, and laughed til I nearly cried.
Here's the trailer,
for fun. :)

Feb 2 : Filler day?

Who knew being happy could be so hard?

Found a couple of good new hindi songs today.
Music always makes me happy.

Feb 1 : New beginnings

I've been getting to play hostess a lot this past one week - which is something I rather enjoy.

Also,
met my cousin today.
After 17 years.
If this family finally comes together I'd be really happy.

It would be too late - but. better than never.